So I haven't written in almost a year so I've decided to write.
Things have literally done a 180 since last year.
The biggest change so far has been me being single. I was dating a guy for a year and he dumped me for another girl a little over a month ago and since then I haven't been myself.
I've tried to get over him but I simply can't.
He started dating that new girl yesterday and that's when I decided not to talk to him anymore.
This is my first breakup and I'm not sure if I'm handling it right.
This experience has made me realize that high school relationships aren't worth it at all.
I was so serious about this guy and I honestly believed that I would spend the rest of my life with him.
I've realized that a lot of guys out there are jerks and a lot of them use you.
I feel violated and gross...I feel like a year of my life was wasted.
A year ago right now I was probably the happiest person on earth, and now I feel lame, stupid, and vulnerable.
I don't understand how four words can change everything (We need to talk).
I don't think I'll be truly happy again in a long long time.